Merry Christmas to the dear f-list! Wherever you are and whoever you're spending your holidays with, I hope you're well, safe, and happy!

I know I haven't been online for ages, but hopefully now that some things are going much better than before the muse will return......Especially since my current boyfriend not only knows about this LJ account but ( Read more... )

So it's "official" I've been told. It's over between me and Mr. Online (though he still wants to be friends), and even though I was kinda aware it was going in that direction, I...don't really know what I'm thinking and feeling right now, and I've been through half a box of tissues.

So, caught in a paperwork Catch 22, I ended up coming home to the States for the holidays, and since coming here, I've been depressed.

I went to Colorado for New Years and to try Big Mountain skiing and ski racing for the disabled, but I spent the first day and half so frustrated that I took two hours to have a good cry in the Head Coach's office. ( Read more... )

It gets better, two sentences after this one. (That is a great line for a story--don't count this sentence though).  I was really out of it last week, although I have started to cry a bit about my dad. Though I did have a fairly productive week, for two days out of five, and came home from skiing today. My first instructor was a little skittish, ( Read more... )